~~The Enchanted~~

2008-09-04T17:49:00.002+08:00

HELLO:D:D:D
AMANDA HERE:D
currently blogging for b.
you must be wondering how i got in, but ya i've got no idea too.
okay luh, the pass has got to do something with S.
right b?
HAHAH!
currently in NUS , and A has to shit
[: A is being all lame now :D:D
aiyahhh i give up, i will go to my own blog now:D
xoxo

Shifting house

2008-03-24T22:41:00.002+08:00

new blog add, http://bridgettianna.livejournal.com/
blogger is gettin on me nerves

CNY photos!!

2008-02-09T13:24:00.003+08:00

Uncertainty...

2008-01-25T09:16:00.000+08:00

wow!!! bree's actually posting somethin!!! :P prep for open house tmw... seems like MI's first open house.. dun recall any previous ones.. perhaps this should be a time of recollection for my MI days.. In wat seems like three days, three YEARS have dissolved and all we have left if the suspense n sleepness nights, fretting over (as Jonathan puts it) the result of 13 years of education. It's been a helluva long route and i've enjoyed every second of it.. through MI i've found a place where i shine.. a place where i am someone.. a place that, in spite of it's shortcomings, has endeared itself to me.. I love all the friends i've made there, and all the experiences i've been through.. 05A3 was truly one of the best things that happened to me... If not for our combined hard work, encouragement, perserverance, along with Ms Cheah's dedication, i doubt we woulda been wat we were.. now all that's left is the long wait.. the trepidation.. the anxiety.. and did i mention the nightmare filled nights? the absolute uncertainty of what lies after this.. everythin i say now is calculated.. what would happen after the collection of the results? it all lies in that fateful day... the fateful day that is still, as yet, unknown to us..

wow... din intend on going emo but it seems like i more or less have! jus a moment of thought.. :) should go back to doin my work... have my third driving practical later.. :):):) btw, anyone interested in tuition????

drea says

2008-01-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

this layout has been edited by DREA!.
she took great pains and hours to do up TANZY's stupid skin.
stupid woman's template so hard to comprehend.worse than gibberish.
anyway, go visit monkeyc-monkeydoo.blogspot.com
love, drea!

more pics!!!!!!!

2008-01-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

New pics!

2007-12-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

more pics! :) i'm a lazy blogger! :P

2007-12-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

IG!!! u can stop buggin me now!!! here dey r!!! i wan the pics from bin's house!!!! n to all other readers, come backkk!!!! blog is active once more!!! well.. in a way.. :P hee hee.. been too busy havin fun.. i lurve all around me n i lurve life now.. :):):) at this point, it seriously is that cliched catch phrase carpe diem!

Picture updates!

2007-12-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

I LURVE POST A's!!!!!!! GOIN OUT GOIN OUT GOIN OUTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! grab the chance whilst i've still got it! i'm deeply in love n surrounded by the most amazing frens! definitely rewarding for all the work i had put in the past three years... it's been tough goin, but i'm glad it's over.. seriously glad.. my mood has lifted by leaps n bounds n my birthday celebrationS have been splendid! thank you all you guys for making the effort n the many many surprises!!!!! huggiesss!!! :D i got to c my darling like 4 times a week on my birthday week... Now that's an absolute treat!! :):):)
but since den.. both kinda busy.. :(

all da outings have been superb!!! jus met up with the egg yolk today... she hasn't grown but even so... much fun n we communicated jus like last time.. with me lookin down,n her straining her neck. :P NNNNNN.. i watched my first R21 movie! Heartbreak Kid!!!! hahahahaha.. wonderful show! totally reccommended!!! Cathay Cineplex! If yoke can enter, so can you! :P hee hee... lurved subway lunch n da eye candy dere.. hahaha... i cant believed we were SO embarrassing! but we had fun din we short one? :P

ig's in n bin's about to enter.. man we'll miss those two.. already the noise is halved without ig around.. n the size of the group too! :P goin out as much as possible before bin enters too! yesterday was fun n the neoprints we took, classic.. haha... i've never exited the neoprint booth so battered before.. :P dinner was absolutely divine wasn't it guys?? 70 to open wine k! :P n no cold water, only warm water... we caramelised sugar on the spoon over the candle to retaliate.. hee hee.. gonna have a nice time washing up...even called da china woman but she was havin dinner n couldn't pick up the phone.. n back to codouroy cafe.. haha.. never order cassis nectar... another name for it, RIBENA.... n i paid 5 bucks for it! bloody hell... n after of them eating tiramisu i have the craving for it toooo! :)

very distracted by a certain someone now... cant concentrate! :P update another day!

Graduation Day n da Monkey/ Leaning Tower of Pisai/ Dead Desk Partner/ Crazy fren DREA's BIRTHDAY!!!!

2007-10-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

hope ya enjoyed ur bday woooman!!! bree took out much revision time for ya kkk!!! :) dat's cos u're my wonder buddy n i wanna make ur bday speciaaalll!!! :):):) hope ya liked the pressies (though some dun fit) heh heh... next time go with me to measure ur cups! i mean... :P anyway, this is basically how it all went.. i love graduation, i love drea, i love all my pallies, n i love that A levels r gonna end soon.. good gracious i dunno how much more of this i can take.. somebody saaaaavvvveee meeeee!!!!!!!! bree's gonna parrrtttaayyy after A's... anybody wanna book jus give me a ring after 20th nov!!! which also happens to be... ahem ahem! public holiday cos it;'s the bday of the most impt young lady... meeee!!! :P taaa!
enjoy da pics!

Of loadsa SALMON, post prelim dayz, n temporary fun camwhoring n window shoppin!!!! :D

2007-09-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

ACCIDENT!!!!

2007-08-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

yesh.. accident prone Bridget Tan has done it again.. this time it's big! series of events for ppl hu wanna noe so i dun have to repeat myself ten thousand times, although i appreciate all ur concern.. :) was havin kickboxing in the school hall when we were asked to sprint.. me being competitive n stuff.. well.. think i slipped on the drapes left hanging from the stage, and crashed onto the edge of the stage.. at first thought it wasn't much.. not much pain.. before kim came n her face told me all i needed to know.. in spite of her reassurances "There's no blood, you're gonna be alright", i knew it was serious.. especially so when i heard the conversations with the pe teachers... my braces had pierced through my lower lip and my entire lower teeth had caved in.. was sent to NUH in an ambulance.. word of warning, go to anywhere but NUH when u get injured or u might as well simply self medicate. The service was slow and the staff unsure.. there were some nice ppl such as this student nurse from NP, and a doctor named Mannings.. they were reassuring, but the three dentists working on me, disorganised, inexperienced, and overall a mess of arms and legs who are heartless and not to mention ruthless.. why do i say so? simple. they had no idea where all the things were and, in quote 'improvised' on everything! used a regular needle to inject the anaesthesia and din care even though it hurt like sh**! i flailed my arms and cried like i never cried before but to no avail.. furthermore, they took about 15 -20 mins before they actually found what they needed, or improvised.. yes, my entire surgery had been improvised and heartlessly performed amidst the ringing tones of 'cockledoodle doo!' and the nokia ringtone..i kid you not.. the horrors of NUH.. at the end of the three hour long ordeal, i emerged looking like i had a taiwan sausage for a lower lip... and stitches enough to sew a dress! as well as a bandaged wrist as i had used my right hand to break my fall.. and to top it all of... andrea called Shaun!!! goodness gracious.. on one hand i was glad to c him, on the other.. din wan him to see me lookin the way i did.. with a coupla threads sticking out of the place where the brace had pierced like a live mole.. :s saw a HUGE group of ppl too! grandma, two aunts, leng, kim (hu postponed her piano lesson when her exam was the next day), andrea and i heard another aunt and dad was there too.. yesterday went back to NUH and had to take another x ray as well as c a so-called specialist which turned out to be one of the dentists from the night before.. the amaaazing miracle he did to cure me.. place wax on the wires of the night before.. wow! den told me i might lose all my bottom teeth and may have to use dentures.. i'm only 19!!!! another dentist suggested goin to my orhtodontist, which i did immediately. once there, was quikly observed by both dentists and discussions were made as to how to go about it.. apparently the NUH docs had affixed their wire to my braces wire which had already been damaged and indented as it is hence unable to hold the lowere teeth in its rightful place further front where they attempted to re shift the position of the teeth.. hence, i underwent another hour plus of surgery before an arch bar as well as new wires were fixed whilst the old ones were removed.. contrast between experienced dentists and crap ones, they show consideration for their patients by being gentle, and do all they can to right the wrong.. they also, amazingly, know where their things are... truet W S GO Associates at Paragon Medical Centre.. cost me 938 for that surgery but thank goodness for medisave.. and their work is definitely more worthy of such a price... i'd rather leave my fate in their hands.. have been flooded with well wishes from many too.. thanks to all for ur concern.. Bree shall pull thru! :) has affected my studies though.. had gp paper at home today.. with mr ram bringing the papers and talkin bout his upcoming marriage... charmaine, bin hong, leng and kim came by today to visit.. with charmaine bringing a cute aloe vera plant... :) thanks so much guys! have missed school life! and have lost my momentum a lil.. gotta kickstart it again starting tmw.. :)

btw, i cant stand ppl hu try to play with my emotions and get a reaction outta me jus for kicks cos simply playin such pranks for ur own amusement, without consideration that i may be well and truly worried is not only insensitive, but also very juvenile. that's all i gotta say.. good day.

Of Graduations, My Darling, and Grandma's birthday!

2007-08-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

Tribute to NWSP :):):)

2007-08-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

it's all over.. but it was fun whilst it lasted.. NWSP all da way! subways n bubble tea!!! hahaha... As for *JC, a name doesn't equate to quality. :P

National Day, R & R and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!! n.. get well soon darlinggg!

2007-08-08T23:27:00.001+08:00

Alright.. it's been a while.. n it's gonna be even longer cos i shan't be goin online much after this.. this time it's for A3... 05A3-ers, u owe me one kkk!! haha.. but anyway, have been really caught up with school and the impending exams.. prelims followed by A levels.. my only salvation.. 20th nov!!! :D on the bright side, had some form of reprieve today thru national day celebrations and vivo-ing with my gals.. :P took loadsa pics with a funky pink camera!!! hahahha.. but.. my darling boy's ill.. :( went over to take care of him yst.. din really do much actually.. :S oh well.. hope you get well sweets! i love you! :) celebrated mummy's birthday on sunday too.. loadsa stuff, so many things, so little time.. groannnsss.. well, cheerio everyone and adieu til the 20th nov!

Happy Birthday Ig!!!

2007-07-29T01:12:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my bitchy palll!! you've been a gem!!! though a very stressful sarcastic one.. :P had loadsa fun n disturbia rocks!!! it's back to mugging now.. groans.. ta!

Happy Birthday Bin!!! Bye Sam!!! :) :(

2007-07-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

Alrighty ppl! blogger's still bein a bitch n giving me codes instead of the pics so i cant really give the witty comments i always do.. :P hee hee.. anyway, celebrated bin's birthday, gave him two books.. 'the joy of pissing' and 'the lil book of failure'..along with a t shirt.. nice frens we r.. :)all packed in a bin.. hahahaha.. :p sent sam off too.. sobs.. wont be back next year.. my braces will prob be out by the time she's back... oh well.. she wont c the gross part.. :P hee hee.. enjoy the pics! come r rather.. wellll.. :P

More pics n updates after exams!

2007-07-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

Somehow there's somethin wrong with blogger n i cant see the followin pics to make comments so well.. u gotta go figure.. haha... but good news, mid years are over!!! one down, two more to go! if i can survive.. yesterday was filled with a range of emotions.. so was today.. yesterday i went from bright and cheer to downright moody n very very pissed.. today was the other way round.. i love you darling! :) had much fun with the girls window shoppin n sneakily takin pics in the fittin rooms to have fun commentin on the pics! :p

Updates so far... of exams n insanity..

2007-06-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

Extractions

2007-06-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

returned from studyin with my dead desk partner not too long ago.. seriously, ARGGGGHHH!!! i hate hate hate the swelling!!! pls pls pls go down soooonnn.. :( had no mood to stay out.. look like some seriously fat bitch.. no mood to study much either.. bein an absolute bimbo i noe.. but, man, it was so traumatising walkin around VIVO! maybe it was jus me but was everyone staring?!?! :S i'm no beauty on normal days but today was totally.. phew... dun worry i dun need psychiatric help.. jus needed an outlet to scream.. :P

in case u din noe wat this has all been about.. went for extraction of 4 wisdom teeth and 4 molars if i'm not wrong.. in prep for the up n comin braces! i noe bin, cant wait right? hmph. actually, my sentiments exactly.. :D bled the entire day yesterday n hurt like F****... forgive the crude language.. every 20mins the gauze was soaked through with blood. was forced to drink campbell soup thru a straw with the mushroom bits taken out too.. this morning it was yogurt, and for lunch, soup again! yay! the operation has made me cranky... and sleepy.. on top of that, i haven't been able to study much.. feel like slpin all the time cos the meds make me drowsy.. and i'm superbly behind time.. i dunno wat i'm gonna do this mid years.. and so close to A levels too.. stupid of me to have done it now.. :( totally annoyed at myself.. hmph... oh well, wat's done is done.. gonna force myself to study my guts out for the next two days n hope the swelling goes down by fri.. really dun wanna go out til it goes down.. :( :( :(

on a brighter note, congratulations for passing ur driving test n gettin ur licence Shaun dear!!! :D soooo proud of uuuu!!!! :D:D:D muacks! :)

Quizzies!!

2007-06-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

You Are 47% Bitchy

Generally, you're an average woman, with average moods. But sometimes... well, watch out!
Sometimes, you let your mean side get the better of you. And you enjoy every minute of it.

How Bitchy Are You?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

The Five Variable Love Test

You Are 8% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds.
You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

How Nerdy Are You?

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 86%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High

You've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
You are comfortable with who you are, and you have a life philosophy that you are happy to live by.
And you're always re-evaluating what you believe. Because you learn something new about yourself each day!

How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 86%

How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

Your Love Type: INFJ

The Protector

In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.
For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.

Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.
However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself.

Best matches: ENTP and ENFP

What's Your Love Type?

This was ME!

You Were a Zebra

You tend to see life in black and white - clearly without filters.
You enjoy being part of a group while maintaining your individuality.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

This was SHAUN! :P

You Were a Toad

You drift into altered states of consciousness freely and easily.
You also have the power to change luck and life a long life.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Hey dear, check this out! :P:P:P

You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

Are You a Good Girlfriend?

Cairns Trip Part 1 (my phone)

2007-06-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

on my dream lake barrine.. *wistful sigh*

cable car pallysss!

my dead desk partner!

cool dudettes... ALL of us.. :p

sighhss... i wanna migrate desperately!

BEAUTIFUL LAKE BARRINE.. MY dream house.. pics from vic..

Giant Clam!

on the Big Cat... lovely vieww

Aboriginals

heh heh.. guess where i am.... :P

on the army duck trail!

bein a tomboy for once.

way up higghhh

blue tongued lizard! noe u cant c the tongue there.. :p

dun ask me wat these two r doin.. :S

my first meal! Fish and chips! not without drainin the oil first of course.. :p

eatin partner gow! at Frog's restaurant!

Darling sent me off!!!! :) On his bday too!! Thanx sweets! Muacks! :) Love you!

~Happy Birthday Shaun darling!~

2007-05-26T12:05:00.000+08:00

The title says it all.. :) tried to enter blogger last night but it wouldn't allow me to.. pouts.. haha.. oh well.. met my sweety yesterday to go to marriot for dinner by the poolside.. :) den walked around random places... CAIRN hill actually.. ahahaha... :P Gonna go to Cairns TODAY!!! the ironies of life.. i'm happy to be goin.. but it has to be on someone's special day.. :S no contact for 5 days!!! groans.. flight's returnin at prob night.. gonna visit the great barrier reefs!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D i'll miss you dear!!! n everyone else.. :P hop ya have a great day and gald ya enjoyed ur day last night.. n very happy u liked sparky! :) muacks! gotta go! here r some pics!!

Happy Mother's Day!

2007-05-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

Busy family day today.. but i loved it.. here's y... we're a family.. for once.. :) took neoprints on my expense... gladly paid.. look how happy and together we r! :D sis felt it too.. :) we've been one deprived family man.. haha..

mosiac with darling taken by sis.. coulda been nicer if someone looked up and smiled? :P

Early Mother's Day!

2007-05-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

Sentosa's new musical fountain! "Songs of the Sea"

To actually relate the day's events would be wayyy to much.. i shall relate it through pictures! once again, look at the comments to get a rough idea how everythin went.. :D Basic gist, went to palawan beach with grandma, mum, aunts, sis n cousins to celebrate and early mother's day!

aye aye cap'n! ehhh.. grandma pullin me back.. haha..

elaine n i!

Da cuzzies, sis n i with d grandma! :)

:D heyy.. my grandma's got style eh? ;)

yo yo! i'm supposed to be lookin at THIS cam!

dark

LIGHT!

Yo.. dis is a decomposing leaf.. coollll! :p

my new eyebrow.. catchy yeah?

scenery!!!

woahhh... mother no. 4 cuttin cake..

yumm... aphrodisiac anyone? :p

da daugther n her mum..

oooh.. hot stuff!

mother no ONE cuts the cake!

Mother no Two cuts the cake

mother no 3!

d eldest with the eldest!

da cake!

aunt n neice!

wow.. totally relaxed.. :)

erm.. :D

wheee!!! sanitary pad ad acc to mum! :p Carefree! :p:P:P

mother!

sis... booby trapped me! :P

ok.. the wind was THAT strong..

contemplative much?

cheers! i love the wind!

lil e vyn did that.. sooo sweet.. i decided to copy it.. came up with.....

:P

wow.. hot!

cheers! mums n daughters! 2nd generation!

mum n daugthers first generation! :p

farna wrote my name in.. i forgot wat..

oh gosh.. :p

nerd much? :p

oh yeshhh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELROY!!! AND CONGRATS!!! ;) soo happy for u!!!

Happy 20th Anniversary Ying and Bernard!!!

2007-05-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

Congrats to Ying and Bernard on their 20th anniversary!!! It was truly a beautiful experience i was glad to have been invited to witness.. It's sooo sweet how they're still so much in love.. haha.. scorpio side coming out.. the mass session went really well.. and so did dinner.. though the choir's 'performance' left much to be desired.. :P food was brilliant!!! loved the dessert! and the company at the table was actually pretty cool! Got to noe some 'here today gone tmw' choir members.. hee hee.. but they were nice folks.. one was reeeaaaally talll!!! din feel so gigantic in my tippy toe heels anymore.. hee hee.. And then there were all the choice ppl.. great fun! we clapped along n all.. though i seem to be constantly stuck with damien.. sheesh.. :P nah.. u're alright.. a lil.. :P:P:P here r the very very few pics taken today and the previous days.. (damien wans them up tonight... troublesome gay guy.. :P) shall leave the rest to the photo comments...

Cheese! Choice members Marie and Damien!!!

At school before the Earth quiz for the sec skools.. ig n i bein retarded individuals.. it's skool stress.. :P

B for Bridget! A for... Asshole! :P

He wanted to be some greek person.. :S

i was jus bein retarded.. :P

Pretty Windmills!!!

That's all folks! Cheerio!

Updates!

2007-04-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

Loadsa good news!!! SYF clinched a silver!!! good job modern dancers!!! enjoyed the journey with u guys! NWSP got into the finals!!! :D bittersweet, as ig put it, cos we've got to slog again.. til 8th may at least.. but man! we got into the finals! for the second year in a row!!! Many thanx to all those hu contributed! esp... :) u noe hu u r.. ;) all that hard work paid off and i couldn't be happier.. my finished script for the playwrighting course was also printed out.. got some feedback.. gotta improve on it.. when i've got the time.. :P here's a peek at wat it's like for now.. hee hee..

Behind the Scenes
by Bridget
Scene 1

Doctor(background): Congratulations! It’s a girl!

Enter Mother, Father and Joy, attempting to ride a bicycle

Narrator: Lie back daughter, let your head
be tipped back in the cup of my hand.
Gently, and I will hold you. Spread
your arms wide, lie out on the stream
and look high at the gulls.

A dead-man's float is face down. You will dive
and swim soon enough where this tidewater
ebbs to the sea. Daughter, believe
me, when you tire on the long thrash
to your island, lie up, and survive.

As you float now, where I held you
and let go, remember when fear
cramps your heart what I told you:
lie gently and wide to the light-year
stars, lie back, and the sea will hold you.

First Lesson by Philip Booth

Father: Come here my little princess!(Laughs, embraces Joy and swings her around)
Joy: Daddy… What is love? They keep talking about it on television.
Father: Love is when someone cares for another person so much that they are willing to do anything for them. Just like I love your mother, and just like I love you!
Joy: Oooh…Daddy loves me! Mummy mummy! Did you hear? Daddy loves me!
Mother: Haha.. yesh my darling daughter. I heard. I love you too!
Joy: Yay! Mummy and Daddy both love me! (gets distracted by man selling ice cream) Daddy daddy, I want an ice cream! (points to vendor offstage)
Father: Let’s go get it then! We’ll see if mummy can catch up with us!
Mother: Haha.. We’ll see how fast you can run!!!
Joy squeals.
Father carries Joy and runs. Mother hurries after.

Scene 2

Enter Mother, Father trailing behind
Mother: Our water supply has been cut, the electricity bills are unpaid. I slog day and night whilst YOU gamble it all away!

Father: You think I want to? I can’t help it. All you do is nag. I’m trying alright! Now can you pass me five hundred?

Mother: You have the nerve to ask me for money! You’ll probably squander it all away! Don’t you even care about your family? Or maybe you’d rather pay more attention to your OTHER family.

Father: Oh don’t be ridiculous and stop making things difficult! You work. Five hundred is peanuts to you!

Mother: It is, is it? You think I print money don’t you? I work so hard just to keep the family running and you simply come and raise out your hands like a parasite! Think about that daughter you claim to love if not about me! Her school fees have not been paid and you don’t even have the responsibility to give her her pocket money!

Father: Will you quit yakking and just pass me the money?!

Both storm out. Enter preteen Joy looking after them.

Joy: He left us when we needed him most. Plunged us deep in debts and no way to repay them. Loansharks everywhere. We hid, we ran. We borrowed. We delved greater into debt.

Lights out

Scene 3

Father(background): I love you my dear daughter. Truly I do. Pause. Anything for you my princess. Pause.

Narrator (background): Lie back daughter, let your headbe tipped back in the cup of my hand.Gently, and I will hold you.

Enter Joy with friends.
Friend 1: My mum’s always so protective. She barely let’s me out of the house! I really envy you Joy, u get all the freedom you want.
Friend 2: Yeah, it’s not fair. You get all the luck. The beauty, the brains. I wish I were like you.
Joy (laughing): Haha.. be careful what you wish for! Sticks out tongue
Friend 1: You just don’t know how fortunate you are.
Joy: Maybe I don’t. Laughs.
Friend 1: (losing interest) Oh you know what I heard? Reese Witherspoon is dating Jake Gyllenhaal after announcing her splitting up with her husband, Ryan Phillippe! Like how cool is that?
Friend 2: laughing Finally someone better for her. I always wondered why people remain in a marriage if there are problems. It’s so simple, divorce!
Joy: laughter is forced Yeah man… No point staying in a ruined marriage. So you guys wanna go catch a movie? Heard a great one’s out.
Friend 1: Alright! Let’s go!

Scene 4
Joy walks to atm machine on stage left
Machine (voice backstage): Balance – twenty dollars.
Joy sighs, picks up phone and calls Father. Dial tone.
Father: (backstage) Hello?

Joy: Dad, don’t tell me you haven’t deposited the money? I’ve been living on my own savings since a month ago and I really haven’t got much left!
Father: I’ll give it to you soon ok? There’ve been many things going on and I haven’t got the money at the moment.
Joy: But…
Phone cuts off. Phone rings.
Joy: (sighs) Hello? Oh hi grandaunt. He wat? He’s always like that… Oh you mean the loansharks have threatened to lock you in the house? He borrowed from them again?! Why did you pay them? Might as well let him die. Less of a burden on us. He always promises to change. That’s utter bullshit! Don’t pay his debts for him anymore. Let him die! Shrivel and DIE for all I care!

Runs out crying.

Last Scene

Enter Joy

Joy: Once, all was beautiful
You held me up, when I was feeling blue
Chaos reigned in everything
But you…
You were true.

Enter Father

Father: I’ll be there for you my princess
Joy: You never were
Father: I’ll make your dreams come true my daughter
Joy: That’s what you say!
When once you fed me wheat and rye
Now all I get are your dirty lies
You say you love me!
If only that were true…
Father: They are true.
Joy: I can’t trust you…
I’ll walk away and never return
Support myself, I don’t need you
You’re more a burden, more a pain
Believing you there’s naught to gain.
It’s true
You and I are THROUGH!

Exit Joy

Father: (pained, sings) I love you, my sweet flesh and blood
Times are bad, finances are hard
I wish I could be there for you
I wish I could be true
I let you down my daughter
I promised you the stars
Instead I wrecked your life for you
I’m sorry
If only things were new…
I’ll change myself for you
Cos I LOVE YOU

(spoken) I’ve been a disappointment to you my child. I seem always to let everyone down, my father, my wife, and now, you, my daughter… It’s hard to show how much I love you when there is no means of doing so. Life’s been hard, but that’s no excuse. I try my very best, I truly do. Now, I turn away from you! Into the welcoming arms of another! Into the recesses of sin, gambling, drinking, debt! They embrace me, they love me, they accept me. Out of my life, my past. Out of muy life, out of my mind, out.. Out.. OUT!!!!

Exit

Joy: (sings, backstage) I love you…

Enter Joy

Joy: (spoken) Remember when fear cramps your heart what I told you: lie gently and wide to the light year stars, lie back and the sea will hold you.

I’m lying daddy, I’m lying. (sits)
Where are you daddy? Your daughter needs you, calls you. I see nothing. Not you, not the stars, not anything. Mummy’s here, she needs you too daddy.. come back.. come back…

END

it was labelled, poetic emo.. wanna guess y? :P haha.. prep for ying n bernard's 20th anniversary today was sooo sweet.. :) on the way home sis n i were pondering.. how issit that some ppl get it all? and how issit that some can last for soo long.. whilst others merely fizzle out.. hmm.. food for thought.. or maybe it comes to the fact that life isn't fair. fulstop. haha.. i dunno really..

on a lighter note, I Love You my dear!!! :D

damn i'm always afraid of truly falling.. now i have..it's so scary..

SYF's OVER!

2007-04-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

Leng sis n i jus came back from watchin 'Wild Hogs"... we were certainly wild, seein as we were watchin a 9+ movie on a weekday with skool tmw!!! hahhaha.. buit it was cool.. very funny.. hee hee... but had to wait two hours cos SOMEONE took her time comin n we had to get the later movie.. hint: it's not leng. walked around n took a pic of a very strange sight.. a couple in sportslink sittin in one position the whole time we were there.. and it was quite a long time we were there.. took pics!!! naughty ppl.. :P

*raises one eyebrow*

continue walkin around..

toilet shots~!

SYF pre camwhoring... happy (nervous) deers!

Whatever the result may be, in spite of all the hard work, in fact, ESPECIALLY cos of the hard work, i'm glad it's over. cheers modern dancers! you did well!!! :D:D:D time for the new dancers to take over the stage. :)

SYF tmw!!! wish me luck!!!

2007-04-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

Promised my darling i'd go to slp soon so shall make this yet another photo blog post..

Leng's surprise birthday party gone very messy!

leng's hair n coffee cream on my door!

leng n ig locked in!!!

the aftermath

squished by igg!

NWSP pals!

floppy recycled sunhat anyone?

the sky in the morn.. :)

leng n her rubbery beancurd

SWOLLEN TOEEE!!! ouchh!

Earth Week fashion show! two of the models and the emcee! me!!! :P

i made this!!! or helped to.. alot! :P

Cam whoring on 'Tomb Sweeping" day.. heh heh..

and NWSP ppl love mint leaves and foliage!

Camwhoring continues

Esprit fans! luurve the dressin room! look the sides! provides a great effect!

lastly.. sweety's finally slpin before me! but i've got syf dance tmw anyway.. wish me luck!!! gonna dance with that swollen toe! :s cheers!

ps: love you dear! muacks! :)

my subconcious mind..

2007-04-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

The issues on your subconscious mind are most affecting your:
Family Life

Your family life often includes the people you rely on most on a daily basis or in difficult times. These people could be your immediate family like your parents and siblings, or your adult family, including your partner and/or your children. Perhaps your conscious mind is aware that something is troubling you with regard to them or maybe you just have a vague sense that things don't feel quite right.However tuned in you are to your feelings about your family, you most likely have deeper issues that affect how you are subconsciously viewing your circumstances. Some issues are isolated to one realm of life, but generally an issue affects several areas at once, and to varying degrees.Your subconscious mind could be preoccupied with your family because of a wide variety of issues you aren't aware of.

The following are some pretty common ones that people have around family. Do any resonate with you?
Worrying that you aren't doing a good enough job in your family life. You might feel like you can't meet everyone's needs adequately and still take care of yourself. You might worry that you aren't giving enough.YES
Worrying that you're not doing your best. You might feel like your family is not yet complete, or you may wish there were more intimacy and connection with existing family members.YES
Worrying that you'll be betrayed. Especially if you've experienced difficulties in the past, you may subconsciously worry that someone in your family will betray you. You may be concerned that you have betrayed or may betray a loved one's trust.YES
Worrying that you'll be rejected. When unchecked, this common fear can make you overly self-protective, which can make it difficult to relax in your closest relationships.Hmm..
Wishing you didn't make things so complicated. You might feel like your family life is overly structured, and subconsciously you may wish there were more flexibility to relate freely with your family members.To an extent...

Though your subconscious mind is currently most preoccupied with your Family Life, there are actually seven additional realms of life it contends with. In this section, you'll find out how your other realms are impacted by learning what your relatively high or low score in that area means.A real-life example is provided to illustrate the impact certain issues can have on your life and the techniques that can be used to resolve them. You'll find more step-by-step details about how to employ these techniques yourself in the "Tapping into Your Subconscious" section.

Family
You scored 82 on the family life scale. This realm concerns the people you rely on most on a daily basis or in difficult times. This could be your family of origin — your parents — or your adult family, including your partner and/or your children.Your relatively high score in this realm indicates that the circumstances surrounding your family life are taking up a lot of subconscious energy. Maybe you're anxious because you're having a problem with a family member. Or maybe you're finding that lately your family life feels less than satisfying. If you worry a lot about your family, these feelings may be spilling over into your subconscious mind because they are too overwhelming to deal with in your conscious mind. Or perhaps your family is simply taking up a lot of your energy, and this is causing some unconscious stress.Though we typically depend on our families for love and support, certain circumstances can make our Family lives difficult.

Health
You scored 58 on the health scale. The condition of your health impacts you on a daily basis, but is also responsible for how you experience nearly all aspects of life. Your past ailments, your present condition, and your general fears about your well-being are all a part of this realm.Your relatively high score in health indicates that this realm of your life is preoccupying a good deal of your subconscious mind. Perhaps you feel concerned about your health because you're trying to heal from an injury or an illness. Or maybe your fears are more general, and you simply worry that you aren't a healthy enough person. It could be that your personal or family medical history is leading you to have health concerns. Whatever it is, some aspect of your health is preoccupying your subconscious and is probably leading you to talk about the state of your health quite often.What do we have without our health? Our health is extremely important to us and yet many of us live in denial and don't take care of ourselves.

Work
You scored 54 on the work life scale. Your work life involves what you do to make money, as well as any aspirations you have for your current and/or future careers. Issues in your work life may be related to the actual work itself or to relationships you've formed with your boss or your co-workers.Your test responses reveal that some of your subconscious issues are affecting your work life a good deal. You may feel dissatisfied with your career because it isn't as challenging or interesting as you'd like. Or perhaps you feel drained by the day-to-day demands of your job. It could also be that things aren't going as well at work as you'd expect, and your subconscious mind is struggling to figure out your next step. For some reason or another, some aspect of your work life is preoccupying your subconscious, and you may find that consciously you're reluctant to think or talk about the problem.For many of us, work is a realm that can bring up lots of issues around performance and this is stressful because work is where we also make the money that keeps ourselves and our families cared for.

Financial
You scored 50 on the financial scale. Your finances involve everything having to do with money: your bank account balance, your debts, and your investments. Believe it or not, many of your financial hopes and fears can impact your subconscious mind.Aside from money being necessary to take care of yourself, it has also always been assigned a certain status in our lives, and this can be stressful. Take Jake, for instance. He had a good job that had brought home a big paycheck for many years, though he was thousands of dollars in debt, and he had little savings to speak of. He always made excuses for why the state of his finances was so bad: He lived in an expensive city, he was still paying off student loans, and he was still just getting off the ground in his job. But when even his friends who made less money than he started talking about buying homes, he started realizing that he was in terrible financial shape. What was really holding him back if it wasn't the amount of money he was bringing home? He started doing freewriting, not just about his finances, but about where he was in life in general. After some practice, he discovered that he actually had a deep fear that he wasn't living up to his potential. This seemed to impact many aspects of his life, including his finances. By making his subconscious fear conscious, he was able to set more concrete goals, including a budget.

Personal growth
You scored 46 on the personal growth scale. This is the area most related to your general hopes and aspirations about life. Your continued self-improvement in relationships, career, finances, and health, as well as your ability to identify and realize your life purpose, are all connected to your personal growth.Your test results indicate that your unconscious isn't concerned with your action around personal growth. Those who score high in this realm feel stuck in their lives, wondering what their next step should be. Many feel trapped, like they don't have the ingenuity to make a change. They may worry that they don't have enough time or energy to devote to improving themselves or developing your hobbies. For some reason or another, their subconscious is preoccupied with their lack of personal growth, whereas yours seems to be satisfied with this realm of your life.Taking time out for personal growth and improvement can seem impossible, even though we know that it's incredibly necessary to explore our curiosities. Take Jenny, for example — she was depressed. She felt stuck in just about every area of her life: She wasn't getting along well with her family, her love life was nonexistent, and her job paid poorly (and on top of that, bored her to tears!). She wanted to change, but she didn't have the first idea where to start or what she wanted. All she knew was that she was profoundly unhappy and unsatisfied. Finally, she started freewriting in her journal for fifteen minutes a day. At first, her writing was just full of complaints and excuses. But then one day she struck upon her deepest issue: She was afraid she'd never live up to her potential. Ever since she'd dropped out of school, she'd been drifting through her life without a purpose. She continued to write in her journal until she came up with actual dreams and goals, as well as a plan for how to implement them.

Friendships
You scored 24 on the friendship scale. Your friendships are the platonic relationships you have with people of your choosing. Healthy friendships offer us love and support outside of that which we get from family, romantic partnerships, and our sexual partners.Your test results indicate that your friendships aren't draining very much of your subconscious energy. Those who score higher in this realm tend to feel dissatisfied with their current circle of friends, perhaps because they have differing interests. Some may be in arguments with their closer friends, or some may simply be longing for more fulfilling connections throughout their social lives. Whatever the exact circumstances, their subconscious minds are picking up on some trouble in their friendship realm, whereas yours seems content.We are social beings and so we typically find it important to nurture and maintain friendships, but sometimes that's easier said than done.

Love
You scored 8 on the love life scale. Your love life revolves around your romantic partners. Whether you have a committed partnership, you're casually dating, or you're single without prospects, your love life concerns your romantic hopes and needs.Your relatively low score indicates that your love life isn't taking up a lot of your subconscious energy. People who get a high score in this area are often longing for a jumpstart, whether that means a new sweetheart or some quality time with their current partner. They may be experiencing some kind of changes and these can be emotionally draining. For whatever reason, some aspect of their love lives feels dissatisfying, whereas for you, things seem to be satisfactory.It's no wonder that most of the songs on the radio are about love — it's a complex, yet marvelous thing we are always trying to understand better. Take Beth, for example: She worked incredibly long hours, and blamed her nonexistent love life on this. While her friends offered to set her up, she always made the excuse that she didn't have time. The interesting thing was that Beth's performance at work was starting to slip. Even her boss suggested she take a bit of time off. Beth couldn't figure out what was happening, because she was actually very happy with her job, even though she could see from time to time that she might be taking her commitment to it a bit too far. What she didn't know was that her subconscious mind was actually worrying over her love life, specifically around her fears of betrayal. Her last relationship had ended with a nasty breakup that involved infidelity, and ever since Beth had immersed herself in her career to avoid facing her feelings about that betrayal. Though this issue affected other areas of Beth's life, she was particularly worried that she'd again be betrayed by a romantic partner. This fear was causing Beth to feel distracted at work, leading to mistakes that she'd never made in the past. By identifying that it was in fact her subconscious issues around betrayal that were taking up so much of her mental space, she found she was able to focus on and face up to this issue. Eventually, she found that she was able to work fewer hours and still excel at her job. She used her extra time to start pursuing a more fulfilling love life.

All of us live with core issues that impact the way we think and feel. Because many of those issues are subconscious, we may never have had the opportunity to address them. If we were more conscious of them we could begin to heal old wounds and free up our minds for more productive and nurturing beliefs.Tickle has analyzed your responses and determined how strongly these five core issues resonate with you. The higher your score, the more likely it is that the issue is having an impact on your life.

Do you ever feel inadequate?
Your subconscious is moderately preoccupied with feeling you're not good enough. Typically, feeling inadequate stems from feelings of shame and difficulties with self-confidence. Identifying the origin of this issue with the help of freewriting, self-hypnosis, or dream analysis (see explanation of techniques below) is a good first step toward alleviating these feelings.

Do you ever worry that you're not doing your best?
Your subconscious is moderately preoccupied with issues about your potential. People who score high on this issue may be suffering from unrealistic expectations about themselves, or they may be afraid to go for what they really want. Freewriting — one of the techniques discussed later in your report — can help you discover how this issue is holding you back and help you to identify realistic and attainable goals.

Do you ever feel distrusting?
Your subconscious is moderately preoccupied with issues of trust. People who are wary of others, can typically trace their distrust back to times or situations in which they were betrayed by friends or loved ones. Dream analysis is a good way to analyze this issue and discover exactly why we're afraid of trusting others.

Are you afraid of being rejected?
Your subconscious is moderately preoccupied with rejection. Typically, this issue is exacerbated when you take too much stock in the opinions others have about you. Building self-esteem and nurturing yourself can take some of the intensity out of this fear.

Do you ever wish you didn't make things so complicated?
Your subconscious is moderately preoccupied with feeling you make things more complicated than you need to. The next time an area of your life feels like one big ordeal, try freewriting about the issue; write down all of your feelings and fears. Once you've got it all down, try to prioritize the issues and select one or two of the most pressing, and then just address those to start.

Because your subconscious mind is difficult to access directly though your conscious mind, it's difficult to know for certain what's going on in the deepest recesses of your psyche. Sometimes, though, the subconscious speaks up and makes a brief appearance in your conscious awareness. Once you learn to notice these intrusions of the subconscious, you can use this information to help you make decisions in your conscious mind.

Did I say that?
Have you ever meant to say one thing, but then said something else entirely? When you call someone by the wrong name, for instance, is that just a mistake, or is it actually a call from your subconscious mind? Many dub these errors in speech and writing "Freudian slips" as Sigmund Freud used them to gain insight into information he believed his patient was repressing. Consider that your accidents may actually be a moment of insight into your most concealed, conflicting desires. Write the incident down next time it happens and give some thought to what it might mean.

Have a hunch?
Sometimes you get a "gut" feeling about a person or situation. Maybe you think you're applying for the job you've always wanted, but once it's offered to you, you sense that something's not right about the situation. Some believe this intuition comes from your subconscious mind, which is a storehouse of valuable information, not all of which your conscious mind has access to. Learning to quiet your mind and trust your intuition is one of ways you can gain a deeper connection to your subconscious wisdom.

Subliminal messages
These are considered any information you absorb below a certain level of conscious awareness. While researchers differ in their opinions about the effectiveness of subliminal messages, many studies indicate that there are potential benefits to incorporating information into your subconscious minds. For instance, some studies have shown that exposing patients to anti-smoking subliminal messages during elective surgery have helped a good number of patients reduce or quit their smoking habits by the one-month post-surgical appointment. By introducing the appropriate subliminal messages, the powerful subconscious mind can influence the conscious mind to respond positively.

Wow... how absolutely amazingly true... :S i'm impressed yet very very freaked out.. haha..

Stepping Down

2007-04-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

PHEW.. finally uploaded all of the pics.. guess wat happened to cause the horrified looks on their faces?

and hu put the blazer key up there?! ;)

hmmm

oooohh... beauutifulll

hahhaa.. in case u were wondering.. this was wat horrified them and the above was the remnants..

my goodness.. wat a mess!!! sheesh.. hu's the culprit?! own up now!

oops... :P not meee! hee hee.. let's jus say, it's an SL tradition..

and this is merely my own tradition

hee hee..

da three SLs

cheese!

yes.. we all were tired right salleh?

Joanne gave one to each of us! so sweet! thank you!

perhaps the last time wearing blazer?

damn u bin hong!!!

we were shakin hands.. with a thoroughly metal grip.. hee hee..

great wall of India and China!!!

son and mum!

awww

watcha lookin at?

yessss... the idea of omniscience

make a quick guess.. if not for the pants, male or female?! :P

egghead and eggface... ahhahaha

bin n his f-ed up face

seductive SCs

da new president! Jonathannnn... i cant rem how to spell ur surname..

those were the days...

IG FELL!!! AND ROLLED IN THE WATER!!!

NWSP

vic made this easter egg!!! so cute! Thanks babe!

Leng and my concoction.. pineapple yong tau foo noodle soup.. lai ah lai ahhh! :P

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the mum takes part!

It's been a hell of a day.... seriously... and i'm too tired i.e. lazy to type much so shall simply do the photo bloggin thing again.. dun u wish it was the time when i couldn't post this many pics? :P well.. too bad! bimbo post for today!

btw.. drea.... cheers! check out youtube.. :P

and omg.. check this out.. is this accurate or wat man?!

Scorpio(Oct. 23-Nov. 21)Whether you realize it or not, you just passed a major milestone. Are you surprised that it was much easier than you thought? Your long-cherished goal is clearly in sight thanks to all of these recent experiences.

A Walk to Remember

2007-04-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

Many may have heard of this beautiful movie which has haunted me since i watched the it on tv on saturday.. not that i din watch it before.. but it has the sorta effect that lingers even after it's been watched over and over again.. :)

There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write
over and over again.
I'm awake inthe infinite cold,
but you sing to me
over and over and over again.

So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're myonly hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy
dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are
so far, sing to me of the plans
that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray
to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.

Not sure if i've ever pasted the lyrics here.. but it's indeed a haunting melody that i've committed to memory.. the show itself is so incredibly beautiful.. about a short lived love.. physically at least, cos that love lives on even after the girl's death in the ones she loved and who loved her...

That's y it makes such a beautiful MOVIE.

reality check: life isn't like that.. or maybe if the exact same thing happens it might.. cos love is like that.. like an elusive butterfly.. here one day, and gone the next... i've seen it go.. even for couples who have been married coming to 22 years..... by then, the two lead seperate lives...

there are anomalies of cos.. like Bernard and Ying who will be celebrating their 20th wedding anniversary!!!! congratulations!!! it's nice to noe that some marriages don't end with a divorce.. or a seperation.. there's too much of that nowadays.. it's a sad fact.. which is why, the love in the movie is so pure, so beautiful cos it was new.. it had just begun.. and time, in a way, froze it at that point such that only it's beauty was preserved.. had there been a few more years added, that beauty might be tarnished or cease to exist..

the days been insanely full of late.. but come may it'll all be over.. most of it at least... a student has called for tuition.. :) can start depending on myself! hopefully.. if things work out well on fri.. though friday... damn.. such an odd day for tuition to be arranged... should have another comin if the person's interested... apparently i quoted too high for her.. rubbish.. pri 6 psle!!! stress.. haha..investiture is tmw.. cant wait to step down.. it's another load off my overladen mind.. on the bright side, haven't slept durin lesson this week..perhaps it's cos of my diet.. promised u i'd eat more so i did.. :)

the following months shall indeed be a walk to remember.. and i hope i can keep holding on...

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Chorus :Keep holding on'
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you,
i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close,
this comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight and defend
i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Chorus :Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
lalalalalalala...Chorus x2

i'm tired.. but life's been fulfilling.. and i thank God for all the blessings he has given me.. at the expanse of sounding slightly Christian like.. jus tot i'd give him some credit.. too all those facing a tough life right now, keep holding on.. and we'll make it thru together.. :) we've been blessed with many ppl hu help us along this walk.. the ppl we shall remember..

on a sentimental note, let i wanna thank these ppl for their help thus far:
My mum... who's really been extremely supportive..
My dad... who tries i'm sure..
my family who've been the constant foundation..
Lovely friends... Leng, Drea, Bin, Ig, Angel, Taran, Sam, Fi and all i forgot to mention.. sorry bout that.. hee hee.. if i were to list them all it'd be endless..
Magnificent teachers.. ms cheah, mr tan, mrs lau, mr tang, mr lim, ms ng, ms ang, ms teh... u guys rock!
and grand aunt for her endless support..
Last but definitely not least.. my darling Shaun.. :) i thank the day fi intro-ed u to me..:))) i love you..

i feel like an oscar winner.. :P shall go to bed.. n escape to the dream plane where anything is possible...dekker, we'll emerge victorious.. jus keep up the great work! Zendo too! :D nights!

*~*~The Enchanted~*~*